Thursday, March 30, 2006
Common tests are over.Nice.
but tomorrow still got chinese oral. oh bleddy shaetters.
my parents are being very weird. well, my mother. she keeps talking about where we are going for the holidays in June. up one's arse la. We are going to one of these: Tasmania, Turkey, Shanghai, Adelaide, New Zeland, New York, London or some obscure place that isn't in Africa. Can't she just like make up her mind? then one night she just very randomly said that i could go australia to study when i am older (ie after the o levels) because now i am too young to go there. hah! too young??? what are you talking about. people my age in Romania are already married and have children. not that i want to get married and have children. ever. look at Jane Marple. i know she's fictional, but she died a spinster and a very happy one too. but this is not the point. the point is that my mother says i am too young. yeah. one day i'll be too old and she'll be sorry.
and...i still have to do well for my O levels. i still have to do well for this year and not get retained. i am stressed already.
and to everyone who i smiled at,especially males: it was an accident. i don't smile at boys. so don't think that i like you that way.
Sun kisses the windowsillAnd I am still on my second cup of pity meYeah, it's been a long night chasing ghostsBut at the most, it's been a rude awakeningAll too late I finally seeThat it's My loss, my lonelyMy mistake, mine onlyMine all, mine all, mineAnd it's my bad, my brokenAll my should haves left unspokenMine all, mine all, mine I drove you to the edge of the mapAnd after that, I pushed you off just to watch you fallYou never were the bounce back kindBut boy, this time you've proven me wrong after allNow I'm the one who's gonna crawl'Cause it's My loss, my lonelyMy mistake, mine onlyMine all, mine all, mineAnd it's my bad, my brokenAll my should haves left unspokenMine all, mine all, mine - yeahAlways thought I'd get to 'sorry'But the chance has come and goneSo if it finds it's way back inI'll hold on, hold on, hold onMy loss, my lonelyMy mistake, mine onlyMine all, mine allIt's mine all mineAll mine, all mine
[and that's when i knew you knew.]
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